What does it mean for us to cry?
Does it mean sadness? Maybe pain? Or sometimes hatred?

What if i was to scream while i cry? Would you think i was in pain and maybe hurting?

For a long time I felt a pain inside of me that i needed to keep within, and never let it out. I felt that showing this pain was just a weakness. Though i am able to once again cry, and let some of the pain flow out, i am now able to see what made me become the person that could not cry. There is so much hatred, so much pain in this world that my heart, my mind, is unable to take it all in with out crying so hard. I don't know weather God made me like this for a reason or it was just something the came out of no where, but some how i feel more pain then others. I look around and nothing touches them, they move on, happy with their lives and unable to see that others are hurting. And if they happen to see someone sad and in pain begging at their feet for some sort of helping hand they will listen if they have to, but after it is said and done they will go on to their lives and be happy.
Maybe it is good that people are able to do this, i guess it would make for a less depressed nation and people, but as of now i am not like them and i really do not see myself becoming like them. If this, who i am, will make me fall one day, to someone else or to my own hand, i will know that i will be needed one day and i shall be able to die knowing that who i am, the person i am, was needed.